my entire life is centred around pup until be goes away and i’m scared of what it’s going to be like without him and annoyed at myself for anticipating having all this time to devote to me me me and not eating stupid and getting back to the gym and earning money and losing weight and winning uni and getting my license and becoming a version of myself that is a million times better… i don’t want him to go but at the same time it means i have an excuse to let myself change completely.. sort of. i’m anxious/excited/terrified

so bored oh my god